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Life has to change

It's mostly not enough for a full blog post, how my days here pass by, but it's a few things I want to share. My life has quite came to some halt due to this burnout situation and I have to learn what it is like, to just cannot do things right now instead of pushing through as I was used to.

Quite a lot of changes also include taking the freedom to rest whenever I need it - even if I do not enjoy it. Sure, this is not ideal for job life... but that's the reason why it's some disease needing to be mended.
burnout life recovery

Accepting you've "achieved" burnout is the best thing for you. I've been there - it's awful, and can progress into more debilitating conditions if you're not careful.

I used to always "just power through", getting more coffee, working longer/later... and only late last year after all my efforts to support customers who took it all for granted, and then took their business elsewhere, did I realise how futile it was. It did nothing for me, only for them.

Wish you a calm, steady recovery and the patience with yourself to stay well.

It takes quite some effort to realize how stupid we are, right? For me the hardest part is that I have to take smaller steps now.



I think it's official now: burnout hit me


Time tracking thoughts

Right now I started to do some software to track time. Reason for doing so: current solutions are either in the cloud, old fashioned or just suck.
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I'm not sure about homestead from laravel and their #purpose. On #windows it's hackish as hell while on #linux I tend to run that stuff #natively in no time.
#purpose #windows #linux #natively homestead laravel


Hilfe anzunehmen ist nicht einfach


Words Of Wisdom

<MartijnBraam> the neat thing about making a UI for blind people is that you don't have to worry about GPU support :D
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Lang lebe das Vergessen

Ab und an bewundere ich meine Zurechnungsfähigkeit nach mehr als 24h am Arbeiten, dass mir dann noch Pannen passieren wie Wake-on-LAN im Bios aktiv zu lassen um den PC wie heute aus der Ferne hochfahren zu können. Gut dass ich das vergessen hatte abzudrehen!
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Sailfish OS - An alternative?
Jolla die Waldfee


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Instant regret

It hurts. And it's one of those days again. The main problem I have with my old smartphones is that I disposed them and now I am looking at a list of plasma-mobile supported devices which would have enabled me to work with that stuff.

Life is cruel as it's already too late to chase the garbage truck to get that hardware back. Time for emulating stuff until I can get my hands on proper hardware...
development plasma-mobile smartphone
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Erkenntnis des Tages

Dass es so wenige gesetzliche Möglichkeiten gibt, einem Betrug etwas wirksam entgegenzusetzen, sowie die hohe Aussicht darauf, auf dem entstandenen Schaden sitzen zu bleiben zeigt mir, dass es wohl einige Gauner gibt, die wohl in der Politik sitzen müssen um diese Gesetze schreiben.
erkenntnis leben



I'd never thought updates of friendica would be **THAT** painless.


On The Road again

Heute mal bisschen mit dem Einrad unterwegs gewesen. Herrliches Gefühl wenn der Rollsplit weg ist und man mit dem kleinen Gefährt mal wieder seine Runden ziehen kann.


New avatar

Hi guys,

I was working on a new avatar - as I'm already moving away from facebook, it may be a good idea to reflect that with a bigger change. Comments?



Zwischenstand Fexit

Ich bin nun seit 14. März sozusagen auf Facebook inaktiv und ich vermisse überhaupt nichts. Irgendwie ein geiles Gefühl auf einmal noch so viel Akku am Ende des Tages am Smartphone übrig zu haben.

Mein Facebook Konto werde ich noch eine Weile bestehen lassen, da ich nicht in Versuchung kommen möchte, da noch grob drin rumzustochern. Der aktuellste Post dort sollte die Leute noch eine Weile hierher führen, sofern sie mich suchen sollten.
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Die Feder ist mächtiger als das Schwert.
Vor allem dann wenn sie im Verschluss eines Maschinengewehrs sitzt.
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